August 17

Sleep is all fucky. Awake at 2:30am after 5 hrs… I’m afraid of this… that it is a progression of diabetes – poor wound healing, unexplained weight loss (I’m down to 170 lbs from 180 in June and I’m barely exercising and not eating well at all.) And I’m working way too much… now it’s 3:30 am and technically I have to get up in 1 1/2 hrs and I am feeling exhausted now. Should I try and sleep for an hour? Don’t know if I have a choice, I might have to…