October 25

Awake at 5a.m. BG 12.2. What?! Somehow I have no days off this week, which makes me want to cry.
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It’s that disconnect, that’s why I’m trying to work all the time, so I don’t have to be alone with myself. That’s why I disappear into tv-land when I do have days off. I need to get my life back. I need to start living.