Diabetic team meeting this morning. Went well but I feel (and felt, going in) completely overwhelmed. Wish tears didn’t make my eyes red – I’ve been leaking all day… Feel embarrassed that everything feels overwhelming, that I can’t keep up… I want to go home, I can’t handle things. How much help can I ask for? How much time can I have, to adjust or mourn or be overwhelmed? I need help. I need time. I need more time for me.