Sometimes it’s so disheartening. Toast and tea for breakfast with 1/2 unit less than full dose and 2 hrs later I’m sleepy and it’s 16.8.
(I often get scared of having a crash so I’ll take a little less insulin than what I’m supposed to… not the best way to do it.)
I want to go back to bed- that’s how tired I am, even though I slept for 8 hrs last night. I know it’s the high BG. I just drank a litre of water. All these things to do today and all I want to do is sleep. And cry. Yesterday was so good, I was doing so good. It’s so frustrating and crazy-making getting used to this. My one change today than other days lately is that I didn’t exercise. I feel like like I already don’t have time today to do everything for the next few days. I can’t manage to do all of it. I can’t manage my life outside of managing my diabetes.
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Toenail infected again. Started soaking it in salt water last night. I was kind of waiting for this to happen because it hasn’t really been ‘better’ I have just been ignoring it…