Emotional tonight.
Because all I could think about during the end of the meeting I was at after work was:
“My Lantus is at home, my dose is now gonna be more than 3 hrs late.” “My BG will be high because I had some cookies after dinner.” “I’m really tired right now, is that because my BG is high or because I’ve been awake since 5am?”
Pretty sure I missed most of the end of the meeting.
It’s tedious and never-ending and I don’t even want to share these thoughts ‘cuz they’re depressing. I feel overwhelmed. I know, I’ve managed so far and I’ve learned a lot.
But I really want my old life back.