I don’t want to deal today. Debt collectors calling too. Good timing- already ready to cry again. How could I even consider working two jobs again? I can’t. I can’t do what I used to be able to do- my body gets exhausted so easily.
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BG at 13 tonight. Took 4.5 of lantus. I gardened and cooked all day today, no sitting around and my BG was never below 11. I don’t know what else to do. Banana bread for snack tonight.
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9:50pm and I’m at 22. FUCK. Just did 2 units correction (calculation said to do 2.5 but I am terrified of that much overnight.). I’ll do tomorrow a bit different- some leg injections again? and maybe 5units of lantus?