Frustrated that I miscalculated at dinner and now am 18.3 2hrs after eating. And even though I am trying to limit my carbs I am having over 150g/day the last few days. I am supposed to be getting ‘back on track’.
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I feel like I waste so much time cuz I am always distracted by this fucking disease. Every time I feel the slightest change in my body I wonder if I am running high or low and it’s so frustrating. Recovering from running high is so hard, especially when one of the symptoms is exhaustion so try adding exercise in when you are dragging yourself around.
Now I just sound whiny. This is why I feel like I detach from thinking (about the disease, life, whatever..) so often.. I sometimes (often, mostly..) feel like I have no control over my body…