I am not in a place of peace and acceptance with this disease. I hate it and it makes me angry.
14 at 7pm when I did my lantus. I had a snack then but also dosed with rapid for it at that point. Now it’s 8:45pm and it’s 15.7. So, I’m doing 1 unit correction. And setting my alarm for 2am. And wondering if I’ll get back to sleep after that. And that it’s a good thing I don’t work til noon, in case I need more sleep time, but that might mean I lose my exercise time, which I already lost today because of the hip/sciatic pain.
Keeping this body healthy is literally a pain in my ass.
It’s 9pm and I am done with my day. Sometimes it’s easier to shut down, than to have to feel all the emotions that come with this…