January 30

Would you be surprised if one day I said I WASN’T tired? Hahaha!

I’m tired today. And fucking tired of it.

I’m exercising regularly, eating healthy, sleeping 7-9 hrs a night and still feeling shitty (tired, overwhelmed easily, lack of concentration..).

I don’t want to believe that this is the ‘new’ normal. It can’t be, right? That I just have to live like this?

I’m disappointed with my body because I never used to feel this broken. I remember volunteering on top of working full time. And yes, there were some days it was a tiring, long day but now sometimes just making it through the work day is a challenge. I’d love to go back to volunteering a bit, and even back to doing a bit of massage therapy, but I really dont know if I can manage with how I feel now.

I want bed. Eyes tired. Brain full up. Feel like a big mess.

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