Fighting a high since yesterday and so tired of fighting it. Tired of having to do anything about it. I know if I called the nurse we could work on different settings (or I could try looking at it myself) but I don’t want to care right now. I’m tired of having to be ‘on’ all the fucking time.
I cannot be as active on days off as I am on work days- I am exhausted by the time my days off come around. And I know just sitting here isn’t good for me cuz I end up just sitting and waiting for the next time I can eat.
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I am emotional and tired and want (need?) more self-care. Two hours after breakfast and I’m at 17mmol. Was 16 overnight with 1.5u of correction.