September 17

Waiting for the phone to ring with test results..
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Call came. Fasting BG 16.6. A1C 13.3 (shows my BG have probably been in the 20s for a few months).
Doctor said he dictated a letter to the Diabetic Clinic at hospital. He said if I haven’t heard from them by tomorrow to call them and if I have any problems to call him back.
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Do nice things for yourself today.
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Unexpected tears. I think my brain really thought the A1C would be low, I kinda hoped that the readings I had done were wrong or that my BG was only high from eating poorly through August and with stress and moving. I know this isn’t the end of the world and I know things could be a lot worse but it’s still a really big shock.