BG last night (around midnight) was 11, and that was before I had 2 pc of pb toast. Woke up this morning at 7am because I forgot to turn off my alarm. I was on the toilet and feeling a little woozy so checked= 2.8!!. The woozy didn’t wake me, my alarm did, by accident. What if my alarm hadn’t been set? That the hell? This is really fucking scary. Spoonful of honey and up to 4.3. Pbj sandwich , 6.5 now at 7:30am but afraid to go back to sleep. This is exhausting and it’s all I can think about… How is this fucking fair?
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I went back to sleep and slept hard til 10:30. BG 10.0 at 11am. I feel defeated but I am trying so hard to look positively at things. Right now I’m trying to figure out how to eat 3 servings of carbs for lunch when I don’t feel like eating.
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Back down to 3.4 before lunch. 3 carb servings, 2 units rapid. Now I have to go for my performance review at work. Fucking awesome. I’m having a terrible day. Maybe she’ll fire me.
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She forgot it was today. Great.
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Living with Diabetes 1.5