It’s not all terrible. I know a lot of what I write is when I am feeling shitty but there are other times when I feel strong and determined. Like I am bigger than my disease. Got my BG down below 10 a few times today, by the end of the day. Running around at work, waterwaterwater, strict food intake. End of the shift was hard cuz my routine was thrown off- I ended up taking my Lantus late but it’s ok now.
Tiredness is hitting. With all my great BG work today, it’s a bit low for bed (6.8) so pbj (22g) and I’ll check it in the middle of the night when I get up to pee.
My dad loves to tell this story about how when I was a bratty teenager there was one day I made this grossed out comment about a pbj sandwich he was making for himself. I said something like ‘I would never put that much jam on a sandwich!!’ I get it now,dad!! I totally fuckin’ get it!!!