October 15

BG 13 when I got up this morning. Up to 15 an hour later- all i had was tea with a little milk, as usual. Full dose plus correction for breakfast and up to 16 an hour later. Ok, yeah, only an hour but I really doubt it’s gonna drop 10 in the next hour to be in normal range.

An hour walk would help but I am exhausted. And frustrated. And feeling pretty ‘why bother’. Wonder if I need to increase the lantus tonight. Probably will if the work day doesn’t bring it down. Fuck. Crying.

Just wake the fuck up and get out of burnout.

Wouldn’t that be awesome?

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BG got down to 8.8 at 6:30pm, before I had supper. 11.4 at 9pm. (For a while my work evenings were bringing me down to 5 or 6..). I took 4.5 of lantus (that’s up a half unit). 12.2 an hour later and a 10g snack. I had a piece of toast just now cuz I’m hungry! Didn’t eat much and only about 150g carbs all day (usually closer to 200 but was afraid of my BG climbing too much).

I’m still tired and I still feel like crying.

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One hr later and I’m 16.6. I’m in tears, my brain is tired. Just did a correction dose of 1 unit (calculation said to do 1.5). Will set my alarm to check overnight.

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